#to anyone reading this: please don't worry. really. i cry easily at anything lol it's what i do
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theflyingfeeling · 2 years ago
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I know you said not to worry about you but I hope you're doing okay seems like you're going through something 🫂🥺
I appreciate you sending a message though ❤️
I'm just still a little bit poorly (no fever and my throat is fine but my nose is stuffy which makes my whole head feel dizzy), which is making me more emotional than I normally am and I cry easily at stupid things (which is what I do fairly often even when I'm not sick tbh 😅) and it's just a bit rough at the moment 🤧 the whole unemployment situation is stressing me out big time, especially because I've been offered a short substitution this week and idk if I should take it or not because I don't know how long my nose is gonna be stuffy / my head heavy (I already had to say no for today, but they need a substitute for the whole week probably). I feel guilty for saying no (yes, even though I'm literally ill! that's my brain for ya lol) because it feels as if I'm just using the stuffy nose as an excuse to be lazy (Otrivin helps with the nose and I'd probably be fit for work with that, but it's more or less an artificial aid and doesn't make me feel much more fresh), and I also really hate having to do short-notice substitutions like this, it's so stressful 😭
There's also a bunch of other stuff that's making life very scary and confusing right now and last night particularly my feelings were all over the place and it felt as if there was no way out of it other than crying hopelessly (which only made me feel worse because of the stuffy nose, which was extremely frustrating). A lot of it was/is, of course, just over-reacting because hello, I've been down with the flu for a week now, I'm fucking exhausted 😩 Today has been a little better, although not completely tearless.
So today I've been doing a lot of breathing and trying to not be so hard on myself for being a human being and having certain feelings and needs. Not sure how well I'm managing at that though, but at least I'm trying. How come it's so much more easier to be mean to ourselves than to show ourselves some mercy? 🥺
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dreamkidddream · 4 years ago
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I absolutely loved the doll! mc one with the brothers and diavolo. Could I ask for the same idea with the rest of the undateables and luke? If it isn't too much though. Thank you very much, don't forget to take care of yourself and stay hydrated!
I’m glad you enjoyed the first part!! I hope you’re staying safe through this pandemic and that you’re drinking plenty of water. I’m so happy that people liked the Doll!MC scenario so much (it even became one of my top posts and I was NEVER expecting that to happen 😳 click here to read it with the Bros and Diavolo). I got an UR card for Barbatos today and immediately thought back to this scenario cause I was just imagining the different situations with Doll!MC. Hope you enjoy!
Also, Luke’s part is strictly platonic, just FYI!
The Undateables (Minus Diavolo) with Doll!MC
Barbatos
Let me just say, you make this man’s day so much better
Your presence is just so calming for him. You could just be standing there (which is heavily enforced in the kitchen), not doing anything, and he would still be fully relaxed
Definitely loves you being in the kitchen with him, and will find ways to invite you so that you guys can spend time together
“MC, the young master has a tea party planned for this afternoon, and I’m afraid I may need your assistance to help prepare.”
“But Barb, I thought you didn’t want me touching anything-”
“I don’t want you touching anything that can cause you harm. I can easily handle the labor, but I do have a task for you...”
Cue to you sitting perfectly still and taste testing his sweets
“Barb, are you sure that I’m helping you like this? I don’t want to be useless to you!”
“Nonsense, MC. This is perfect. I needed someone with an exceptional palette, and you’re just the right person for me.”
Just you and him, and his sweet creations. What more could he ask for?
Maybe being in a relationship with you, but he is very sure that it’s going to be happening in the near future...and he didn’t even have to use his powers to know that
He stares at you a lot. He can’t help it, he loves to just admire you!
Barbatos is the type of guy where he doesn’t have to rely on words to express his love. His love language is acts of service: packing you lunch and extra sweets every week, giving you recipes that he wouldn’t even share with Luke, and gifting you mini accessories that you can wear with your outfits!
He gave you this adorable three-legged crow holding a cupcake hairpin and you’ve been wearing it ever since
He tries to hide his blush everytime he sees you and now he has to work even harder because of the pin lmao
HAVING YOUR OWN TEA PARTIES WEEKLY
You both have a designated day and time where you don’t plan anything in order to have your own tea parties
No Diavolo, no noisy demon brothers, no other exchange students (sorry Luke). Just you and him, enjoying each other’s company and him basking in your glow
If someone did try to harm you, he would already know of it and properly disposes of the problem. Lord Diavolo can’t afford to have any issues interfering with the exchange program, and he can’t afford to have anything happen to you so...no harm no foul, right?
Please continue to do what you’re doing MC. Stare at him with your bright, doe eyes and give him that lively smile everytime. It makes his day go by much easier, especially since he knows that you’ll still be there, waiting for him with your own desserts and that smile reserved just for him
Simeon
Was convinced that you were an angel
Lowkey still convinced that you’re an angel
Really, you just look so...angelic
Wasn’t upset when you revealed that you were in fact human; he was happy because this meant that he could show you around the Celestial Realm!
Speaking of Celestial Realm, be prepared for Simeon to be your very own personal tour guide everytime. This could be your 50th time up there and he’ll still try to point new things out
“And over here is-”
“Michael’s favorite resting place, since the lilies always seem to bloom whenever he’s around,” you giggled. “I remember Simeon, you tell me this everytime we visit!”
He’s a tad embarrassed
“Forgive me, MC. It seems that I get so elated over the fact that you’re here with me, I tend to repeat some things over.”
“That’s okay! I still have fun with you everytime!”
Oh MC, you’re too adorable!
Which causes him to worry over you. While he knows that the brothers and Diavolo (along with Barbatos) wouldn’t dare cause you any distress, the same couldn’t be said for the other demons lurking around, both in and out of RAD
But not to fear, Simeon your friendly guardian angel is here!
I am so sorry for the rhyme lmao
He may not have been personally assigned to you, but that doesn’t mean he can just let anything happen to you! He’s only doing his heavenly duties in protecting you! He’s also being a good friend by watching over you too, his little lamb
He wouldn’t attack anyone, but if he made a complaint or a very serious concern to the right person (Lucifer or Diavolo), consider the problem handled
You have your own tea time as well, and Luke would join you sometimes. But, every now and then, Luke would have to finish some homework or study, or Barbatos would miraculously call for him at the castle, or if it was just too late and Luke just had to go to sleep, then it would just be you two. Sitting by the fireplace, discussing matters ranging from RAD to your life in the human world, drinking tea that you would take turns preparing
Not to mention the downright dainty little cakes you would bring. One time you brought him angel cakes and he found so lighthearted and precious that he requested you bring them everytime, just for him
May or may not base a character in his new story around you
Simeon wants to shield you from the horrors that are surrounding you both. You’re so pure, he just wants you safe. From the way that you would dress to the way that your eyes would just look so amazed and innocent at him, he just knows that he needs to watch over you, always. The brothers do get a little wary when they see how much time you do spend at Purgatory Hall, but they know that Simeon couldn’t possibly have feelings for you, and you were always so giddy after leaving there, they couldn’t bring themselves to say anything
And Simeon knew that he was starting to feel more than he should. He couldn’t profess his love for you now in risk of falling, but he can wait until you get your wings. Just imagining you in your cute little Ceslestial Realm outfit (which he hopes still mimicked your current style) with your very own beaming halo was enough to keep him waiting and to make sure that you stayed on the right path
He deemed that you were worth the wait
Luke
BFFs! BFFs!
When he first saw you he could just cry
Someone innocent like you got sent down here with these monsters?! He had to keep you safe!!!
Simeon thought you were angel and then realized that you were not; Luke thought you were an angel and refused to believe that you weren’t
You didn’t have it in you to burst his bubble so soon, so you just let him run with it until Simon broke the news
It was like telling a kid that Santa Claus wasn’t real; you can only imagine how Luke took the revelation
Not well from what Solomon told you. Simeon kept saying he just needs some time to process things, and you just felt so awful about the whole thing
Which lead to you bringing him so much sweets that it made Beel jealous and very upset
But we all know how Beel can be around food, so it wasn’t a huge surprise. He chased you around all day and you had to use your pact to get him to stop!
And you promised to make him double the sweets in he forgave you so all is well
Luke was still obviously sad, but he wasn’t going to stay sad forever. Especially not after you brought this many sweets just for him!
Lucifer was not a happy demon when Simeon arrived at the HoL’s doorstep with you groaning and clutching your stomach. And Solomon took so many pictures of Luke while he passed out from his sugar high that he dedicated a whole album in his phone to it
Favorite activity to do together: Baking! (Obviously)
Trading recipes, shopping for ingredients together, baking things for each other to try (where really it was just to have double the desserts)
When you two are in the kitchen together, no one else is allowed (except for Simeon, but only if he’s looking and not touching). It’s now MC and Luke time, everybody else is gonna have to wait!
Luke only wants you to do the the activities that he sees as harmless: which is everything that doesn’t include sharp items and anything else that can hurt you
“MC get away from that! That can seriously hurt you! Let me get it for you instead!
“Luke, honey, it’s just an oven it’s not my first time using one-”
Too late, he already took it out of your hands into his own, mitts already on
Speaking of oven mitts
You guys have matching aprons and mitts!!
Barbatos may be a little bit jealous, but he likes the bond that you two have. And he knows that Luke won’t be a romantic rival so he’s alright lol
Luke is your deemed protector/bodyguard, and he proudly wears the title since no one bothers you because of him (or so he thinks). Everyone makes fun of him calling him a chihuahua, but jokes on him, when Luke complains, he complains
Won’t take long for Simeon or even one of the brothers to pick up on his whines complaints if he thinks someone is bothering you
Luke believes that while he’s small, he can protect you and try to keep you free from danger. He may be young, but he sees himself as the older brother out of you both (even though it’s really you being the older sibling and him being the baby). Always looking out for you especially since you’re too fragile to be left alone!
You’re one of the only people that genuinely likes him and don’t make fun of him. You’re dear to him MC, please don’t ever change!
Also, he definitely talks to Michael about you all the time so excitedly and sends him sweets that you both made together. Michael is a proud dad at this point
Solomon
Knew you wasn’t a doll but loved to tease you about being one anyway
Was there a spell that can really turn you into a doll? You wouldn’t mind if he tried it out on you, right MC?
Don’t tempt him please because he WILL do it
“Tell me, MC. Hypothetically speaking, if I were to purchase-”
“No Solomon, you can’t shrink me down to fit me into a dollhouse, no matter how nice it sounds. Besides, I can’t bake in a dollhouse, the oven wouldn’t work!”
“I can fix that.”
You’re very amusing to him for some reason. Was it because of how doll-like you are? The fairytale way that you dressed? How you were still human and was able to live with seven of the most powerful demons and not die? Maybe it’s the way that you still radiated such positivity despite being in literal Hell?
Honestly all of the above
TEACHING HIM HOW TO COOK/BAKE
Poor Solomon doesn’t realize that his cooking isn’t...the best
And you took the best approach in helping him atleast cook something that looks edible
You didn’t say his cooking was disgusting like some people (literally everyone else), so he took that you giving him lessons was a date of sorts
He wasn’t complaining. Your time spent in the kitchen was scenes straight of a romcom (no matter how cheesy it sounds); his arms wrapped around your waist and dotting icing on your pretty nose
May or may not have licked some icing off of you at one point, will definitely do it again
Solomon is a very confident man, borderline arrogant (Oh who am I kidding he IS arrogant). So yes, while people may see you as an easy target, he’s here to remind them that you’re not. And that if they want to try, chances are they won’t be walking away in one piece
He’s powerful, too powerful in fact. He may not be the strongest physically, but if even the entire student council recognizes his knowledge and what he’s capable of, no one should be dumb enough to test him (keyword: try)
But he wouldn’t mind showing off if it’s for you
You’re one of the only beings to ever peak Solomon’s interest genuinely. Yes, he loved to tease and bug you whenever he pleased, but you also made him want to come around you more and more. He was drawn to you, and that doesn’t happen a lot with him (at least without ulterior motives)
*coughcough* making pacts *coughcough*
You were the only thing that made Solomon feel weak, but that wasn’t necessarily a bad thing. Don’t get him wrong, he’s still The Greatest Sorcerer, but he couldn’t help but feel himself get weak in the knees when you gazed at him with so much sincerity. He loves it and loves you
Once your back in the human world, he’s going to be so selfish with you. I mean, he already kinda was now, but this time there won’t be any interruptions or distractions around to take your attention
Us humans have to stick together, and what better way to stick together than to be together, wouldn’t you say MC?
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taeyamayang · 3 years ago
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Hello hello! Since you still have a few slots open, I'd love to join your 365 days event! I'd like to get a JJK matchup please (and TR, if you're accepting multiple fandoms) :D
Alrighty, so starting off, I'm definitely an introvert. I'd love nothing more than to stay at home all day & avoid people (gosh, I'm making myself sound like a complete hermit, lol). When I do go out & socialize, I like to present myself as a friendly person to others - despite the fact that I'm quite cynical & wary of most people. I'm very selective about whom I choose to trust & get close to, but towards those that I do trust, I'm extremely caring, loyal, accepting & protective. I also become super chatty + physically affectionate lol. Loyalty is definitely my strongest suit & once I've given it to someone, there's pretty much nothing that'd make me turn my back on them.
I pride myself in being able to accurately pick up a person's mood through their tone of voice (not so much through their expressions or body language), though if I sense someone's in a foul mood, I'll do my best to avoid them (loved ones included). I am an emotional person & cry easily, especially when stressed or being yelled at. Definitely don't like confrontations & try to avoid them when I can. As I take care of a family member w/ epilepsy, I've developed a very gentle side (not that it comes out much) + a tendency to worry too much. Also, super random, but I am not a morning person. Don't talk to me unless necessary within 2 hours of me waking up, or I'll become extremely grouchy.
As for hobbies, I love reading, playing the piano, writing letters, researching or hearing about crime cases (a bit morbid, but to each their own!), listening to classical or jazz, eating sweets & drinking tea. I also absolutely adore cats. I highly dislike dogs & bad hygiene or anything dirty. Unfortunately, I can't tell you whom I kin as I've never really felt that kind of connection towards any character & I've yet to be told by my friends that I resemble a certain character.
Annnnd, that should be it! Thank you so much in advance! <3
(P.S. Love your blog! Always look forward to seeing you on my dashboard. Keep up the wonderful work & make sure to keep yourself happy & hydrated! <33)
hello there bubs! before i start, we have things in common (which i thought is interesting) as morbid as it may sound i love love crimes documentaries and reading about them, and also cats!
the two characters i pair you with are the first characters that popped in my head and thought, yeah, you guys may work out. so for jjk i pair you with:
Gojo Satoru: you mentioned about being random and talkative and i thought that's quite similar to gojo our boy. i bet he can handle your randmoness and overall amiable personality. gojo doesn't mind gory and morbid stuff, which it turns you are interested in. so, i do think if there's anyone is willing to listen to him rant about headless corpses and bloody curses, it's got to be you. another thing, gojo isn't the type to express himself through facial expressions. he changes the tone of his voice depending on who and what he is dealing with. since you have a skill to determine someone's mood through tone shifts, you and gojo will understand each other.
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and for tokyo revengers i pair you with:
Seishu Inui: this man has a clear grasp of reality, had a fair share of downs, and clearly knows how the underground life works. contrary to gojo, i paired you with an introverted fellow with a handful of experiences. these experiences are what made inui one of the most loyal characters i know. based from how you described yourself, i have an impression that you are kind, soft-hearted, and loving individual. hence, you deserve someone as like inui.
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thanks for joining and thank for the kind words you said at the latter part of your entry, it means a lot! hope you enjoyed this ♡
m.list | jjk.list | tr.list | event | event list
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yandreamings · 3 years ago
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My first time doing one of these so SORRY IF I FORGET ABUTHJNF HDHDHDF
Thank you for doing these!! Congrats hehe
For personality traits,, i have the memory of a goldfish.. I'm kinda all over the place I like talking to people but some people (people that are taller than me) make me a bit shy,,i get nervous easily and stutter and forget my words a lot. My friends would describe me as someone that's very considerate but also very hard on myself. I'll be talking and somehow manage to forget what I was saying it's so sad💔 or other times I'll struggle pronouncing certain words. For ex I was struggling today saying deduction. I WAS LIKE DE-DDDDD--D-D-DEDE Im also very sensitive and will cry easily. If I'm sad, mad, or if there's something thats too cute I will cry
Pain. Only pain HAHAH
Hobbies include: reading, drawing , and Procrastinating.. I wouldn't call this a hobby but I really like long walks it very calming:>
For things I would look in a partner,,, I would want them to be very gentle with me i am a lil sensitive sheet AHAH,, and playful. I need someone that can protect me but also cheer me up bec sometimes I get a lil overwhelmed w my emotions. :< i do get a lil jealous too so I need reassurance . Also a little danger bad boi/girl energy wouldn't b so bad😈 IM SORRY IM SO CRINGE LMAOSHDDHDHE
Gender does not matter!
For looks i have long blonde hair and I'm pretty short ,, 5 2 💔 I wear glasseses but we don talk about how blind I am
But I think thats all haha
Thank you so much again !!👉👈
You didn't forget anything, this was perfect! But also, anon, you should know that this was a delight to read, and you sound so fun! I love your energy, if that isn't weird, LOL. Thank you for requesting and I hope you enjoy! <3
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I match you with... NAKAJIMA ATSUSHI!
Has an angel come down to bless Atsushi from heaven? That's all he can think whenever he sees you or is around you- you're so... perfect. Truly a gift from above!
Like you, he's also hard on himself, but he hates to hear you speak lowly of yourself in any way. If he catches you doing it, he'll gently scold you, grabbing both of your hands and telling you that you really are lovely! Please believe him.
He's super protective of you. If anyone makes fun of you for your nervousness or if you stutter when saying a word, the urge to whip out his tiger claws grows massively. If you said the word, he'd rip their head off! Just like that! Blood spurting everywhere, just for you! Er... I mean... nothing. Don't worry about it.
Atsushi is nothing if not gentle. He's never been in a relationship before, let alone with someone as wonderful as you. He treats you like you're leagues above him (you are, in his eyes), like you really are some sort of ethereal creature. In short, you're put on a high pedestal. You can do no wrong in his eyes, and if anyone says different? They're a waste of time.
If you get jealous, he's quick to rush to your side to reassure you. He only loves you, he promises! He'd never leave you, never do anything to hurt you.
He's not much taller than you, but the height difference still makes him weak in the knees. Honestly, you're so damn cute that it isn't fair.
He doesn't mean to be, really, but he's prone to jealousy and possessiveness as well. As stated earlier, he hasn't been in a relationship before, so he has no idea what to think of this terrible feeling bubbling in his chest when he sees you talk to another guy. Is murder really so wrong? Like, really?
Atsushi will give you everything he can- figuratively and literally. He's so in love with you, so obsessed... there's no one he wants more than you, so please, don't break his heart.
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etherealluminescence · 4 years ago
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(English is not my first language so this will be quite confusing sorry) If you don't mind can you please write a hc for mammon,Lucifer and Satan when mc is on her period and she gets angered very very easily (for eg someone asks the same question for the 2nd time or if someone bumps into her) and laters gets very sad and starts crying because she yelled at them (im like that on mine lol it sucks) it's fine if you don't want to do it but if you decide to do it then thank you so much
Hey!! Don’t worry Lumi your English is pretty good!!! I hope I did good :) personally I have never met someone who acts emotional on their period? But I heard it happens!! I’m sorry that it happens to you. Thanks for requesting.
Tumblr is not letting my tags work for some reason or just removes my posts for tags so :/ I have another hc I posted earlier if anyone wants to check out but isn’t popping up on the tags.
Lucifer, Mammon, and Satan react to F!MC on her period
Lucifer
It had been about a month since you came to the devildom, and it finally happened. Your period came at last, and you were in agony.
You had asked Lucifer to buy you some pads, because you didn’t think one box of twelve would last the whole week.
You TOLD him what brand you wanted, and what size, but for fucks sake can’t he get it right the first time?
Lucifer on the other hand, couldn’t understand why you were starting to get upset. He only asked you to repeat it so he can be sure he got you the right brand, so why are you glaring at him?
“For fucks sake can you do anything right? I told you what I fucking wanted why the hell are you questioning me and asking again? Is your brain thick?” You berated him. You really didn’t mean to, but you just let it slip.
Lucifer was sort of baffled. You were normally very docile, and never yelled at people.
Seeing how shocked he was, you started to feel bad. It really wasn’t his fault, you were just taking your anger out on him. Before he could say anything you burst into tears, crying very loudly.
“I’m sorry! It hurts, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it.” You apologised a few times over, upset at your actions.
Now he’s not sure what to do. The closest he’s ever been to someone on their period is Asmo on a bad day. Was this normal? For you to hurt so much that you just start yelling?
He buys you what you want like you asked;; and he makes sure to double check if it’s right. Decided it’s best not to give you extra work for the week, or even the normal amount, because he’s scared you’re going to yell at him and then start crying again.
Isn’t obviously supportive if you’re just meeting or first dating, but will give you shoulder rubs and tell you it’s okay when you two are dating after awhile.
Mammon
You were screaming and crying in your room after Mammon told you he had a new idea he wanted your help with.
You didn’t want to do anything, and helping him sounded like work, so you began to get upset. You shouted at him to fuck off, and to leave you alone or you’re going to throw him out of your window.
He’s confused?? You have NEVER acted like this to him or anyone. Did someone curse you to suddenly become mean?
He was about to ask you what was wrong before you started crying. It was a mixture between being mean to him and just coming to your senses, and the pain in your stomach because of cramps.
You were clenching your stomach trying to forget about the pain, but Mammon rushes over scared you could be dying, he does not know how humans work, and touches your stomach.
You started to hiss at him and yell at him again because he pressed down on your stomach, and that really hurt.
He’s apologising like mad, and then you cry more because you should be apologising. But the crying makes your stomach hurt more so you cry even more.
You’re now a sobbing mess and try to apologise, but Mammon is much more concerned about you. Cue you crying over how sweet he is being.
You finally explained to him what’s happening and that’s it?? He can’t comprehend how a woman’s body works, but he understands they’re scary once a month.
He gives you his jacket to cuddle into and just talks to you to help you feel better and forget the pain.
If you’re just getting to know each other or just start dating, he’s trying his best while also avoiding too much pda. But when you two are close he will cuddle you or h*ld your hand and tell you it’s okay.
Satan
This wasn’t your first period in the devildom, but it’s the first time someone had visited you while you were on it.
You always told the brothers to not approach your room, leave food at the doorstep, and let you be. And that was for their sake.
Satan however, failed to notice that you were on it and knocked on your door, coming in after not hearing you say anything.
After he came, you started to aggressively curse at him, telling him to get lost, and that he wasn’t welcomed here. You told them all to just leave you alone and he can’t follow simple fucking instructions?
As you cursed, you stopped midway realising just exactly what you were saying. You were horrified that you were cursing at someone you deeply cared about, all because they wanted to ask you a question.
Judging by the look on his face, he probably didn’t even know you were on it. You felt so bad you began to cry. Satan was awkwardly moving before making his way towards you, now that he’s confirmed you aren’t going to scream or shout anymore.
He asks you if you’re okay, and you’re crying even louder. He was being so sweet and trying to comfort you when he was just yelled at. He’s very confused.
He can realise you’re on your period, since you’re acting different. He can also tell why you don’t let anyone approach you during this time now. But now that he’s here, he’s going to check on you and help you since you seem to be in a bit of pain.
You jump into his arms and cry, starting to cuddle him. You two have known each other for awhile at this rate, so he’s fine with it and pats your back. He also offers to get you warm tea to calm yourself down.
Lesson learned, do not approach you whenever you’re on your period, for his sake. He will treat you to warm tea every time if you two are sort of close or just starting to date.
If you two have dated for awhile he’s going to be there to help you through it by reading a story to distract you, giving you warm drinks, and just being overall a helpful boyfriend.
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